Unfinished 2

It's hard to find the words when there are none, when your mind can barely put a sentence together, you feel trapped, like you're inside yourself, your body both physically and mentally weak from being drained for too long and a tiny voice inside of you is trying to scream to be let out but no-one but you can hear it, but to you it's not a tiny voice, it's deafening, it's all you can think about, wanting to escape, to release, to be free,  but it's not possible.

How can you escape your own thoughts, your own fears and misconceptions?

How can you try to encourage yourself to believe in a better life, a better world when there is nothing you hate more than yourself?